Kill me
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(via emjayy11)
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Kill me
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New phone IPhone
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dear iPhone
why must you take so long to get here i want to play with you i want to make calls. well i just want to make everyone around me feel like i am better then them and cooler
lol
i bought the iPhone 4 friday but no in stock so now i have to wait for it to be shiped now it’s delayed till thursday i was told monday i want to crawl in the fetal position and cry
i hate waiting cuz time go’s so slow
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what should i write a song about?
any ideas
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NaNoWriMo
so 12 days in and last night i started i need to write a hell of a lot
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you ever just wake up feeling like you should just end it all.
i woke up every day this week feeling like shit over stupid shit from almost two years ago. 4 years ago my girlfriend moved away and we tried the long distance thing for about 4 months and it was fine but we just stopped. one day she didn’t call, so i didn’t call and we never ended it. so i went on to hate my self for not even ending it cuz i loved her or at least thought i did. then after my 12th grade year i was in collage i went back on myspace after 6 months and saw few messages from her. so we started to talk again and we feel back in love perfectly never missing a beat and it was still long distance but we made it work. then one day i started to snoop around i knew her password and found she was leaving messages on some guys myspace saying she loved him but it was privet and her friends knew him. so i got distant thinking she was just cheating. but we had a pact that on november 5 2011 ( it was because of remember remember the fifth of november.) we would meet back up in person. but after a wile we broke up like last time stopped talking but this time it was because it was my birthday and when i called her i was with my friends and she hated them. mostly my best friend at the time. and i got pissed and didn’t call and two weeks go by no call. i meet a new girl and we fucked then she had a pregnancy scare ( she just lied and never thought she was she just wanted me to date her.). but friday night hanging with my friends i was on tumblr and i guess it turned Saturday because all i see is remember remember the fifth of november. i had to take a walk and i just started to cry. i miss her now i didn’t think of her really that much except when other brought her up. so i looked for her on face book and i find her. guess who she’s friends with my old best friend she hated and it killed me more. idk what to think right now. i know is i miss her now, but i don’t know if i miss her or just miss having some one to love.
i just needed to vent but if any one has any advice, i’m open.
———keith
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This video hurts my soul. There is a difference between “a spanking” and outright beating a child. I’ve never made a video about this, but watching this brings back a lot of hatred of my childhood. Judge William Adams needs to go to jail for this sort of child abuse that was a common occurrence according to his daughter.
The same thing would happen to me as a child. My parents were divorced and my mom had massive anger problems. She always knew I loved my dad more and it infuriated her. One time in particular I got “caught” talking to my dad on the phone even though my mom had banned me from speaking with him. She was furious. She whipped off her belt and just went to town. Legs, arm, neck, and back (Much like Judge Adams). Its one of the reasons I find it hard to love her. But the one silver lining that I take away from it is I will never beat my child. I will never be any of the terrible things my mom was. I’ve never shared that before.
i know how you feel my mother did the same to me as well as my dad my dad would only use the belt on my ass but my mom has put my head threw bathroom wall punched me threatens to put bleach in my eyes. mostly it has slowed down now that i am 21 but last week she started again i was cornered in the laundry room and she tried to spray bleach in my face, after she threw her snapple all over me then threw the bottle at me all because of my believes. then when i ran to my room she called the cops on me saying i punched her in the face. the police believed her. and told me that she can have me arrested. i guess i have to state this ” i didn’t hit her if i did she would have had a mark my mom can brews from my little dog jumping on her.” but i’m 21 and if your beat by your mother at 21 you can leave i was told by the police. i don’t make enough to eat every week she takes half my pay. and other bills the rest. where was i going with this o ya if i try and leave the house when she is mad i can’t take my car cuz it’s in her name. but i’m told by the police just leave. i sound like a pussy but i don’t care i am talking about it with tears in my eyes now. this is the shit part because i’m a male i will be look down upon for being beat by a woman.
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1 hour 20 minutes into Terri
It has been so great. So great. I recommend this to anyone.
135 in to it its amazing but now feel like its going to be sad
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