i love this girl so much and i have no one to talk about how she’ll never want me.
she knows i like her and she feel the same way about my friend and we have talked about that.
my friend and her dated a few years ago before i was their friends.
we all meet the same night little over 3 years ago.
her and i hated each other, then about 6 months later at another party i started to see the real her thats when they dated.
btw we had mutual friend.
and then they broke and she started hanging with my friends more and i got to know her better and kinda liked her.
this is all about a year later i was at a party with her and it hit me i liked her and i told her nothing ever happen.
then few months later they got back together till he left the state and she got mad at him.
when he came back i had a fall out with my friends and we started to hang nothing ever clicked in my head that he and her we’re really together
soon after they became friends again and i told him how i liked her and he told me the whole shit, and how he didn’t trust her.
thats when she was with one of his old friends that used all the shit he was told about het to get her.
so they had a fall out.
he and i talked in a hypothetical if she ever liked me like i like her if we could still be friends he said ya cuz i asked and i liked her before i knew anything.
ok so now we get to now where i really like everything about her, and she doesn’t like me because she is still in love with him.
and i cant talk to her because its her i like, and i cant talk to him cuz he just turns it in to a competition about me and him for her. and i dont want that i just want to talk about how just being around her hurts cuz i know it will never be. thats where he just starts trying to make it sound like hes better.
ok if i could not like her, and i have tried i would.
so its not that i wanna talk about getting her, i wanna talk it through and how to get over her.
the other day she was giving me a ride home from work and we sat in tacobell and i hated her not for anything but for being cute and making me like her she just smiles this little smile and it drives me mad.