i been questioning the thoughts of my life.
i found her
i lost her
i don’t want her
but i miss her
the days are longer
the nights are lonelier
but i still don’t want you
if i could choose to do it all over again
i would never change a thing
but how much i dependet on you to keep me in balance
ji know i was wondering who else dose
i’ve been in a block, nothing.
every time i go to draw i go blank nothing in my head i drew a picture of a woman killing men and eating their hearts. half way throw i stoped looked at it and said i fucked up that face and tour it up.
two days a go i got new strings for my old guitar and i been playing around with it and i cant seem to play anything good anymore the notes are off and i sound like a 5 year old strumming away.
i haven’t even picked up my camera in a week other than to charge the battery and clean my room.
i feel lost, i feel like the art i once loved is gone. worst of all is i start college monday and for the first time in 7 years i’m in an mother fucking art class. i hate art classes you cant teach art and i took it cuz the photo class was on a different campus and i didn’t want to drive and at the time i was in a huge art mood.
last time i was like this cody webber was what pulled me out of this slump with his photos, they are something i strive to be able to do, anything like his are would make me happy but no one sees my art no one seems to like it and my computer wont let me edit pics any more its too slow.
maybe when i get that new mac it will help me.
i just want to have people look at my art like i looked at his.
and see what really is inside art.
i need to just go out and take pics.
i love to take photos every day, i'm always out taking photos of friends. i have over 5000 pics from the summer. if i'm not on, i'm out taking more. i got my new computer it is a macbook pro, i really love this computer i have now had it for about 3 months. if you are in to photography and you live in new york hit me up. i always have ideas. aim: snoogens1125 my camera is a canon rebel xs or 1000D i love editing my photos, it relaxes me. check out my web page http://web.me.com/snoogens/snoogens1125.com/home.html
i been questioning the thoughts of my life.
i found her
i lost her
i don’t want her
but i miss her
the days are longer
the nights are lonelier
but i still don’t want you
if i could choose to do it all over again
i would never change a thing
but how much i dependet on you to keep me in balance
my life is all about art
ji know i was wondering who else dose
i’ve been in a block, nothing.
every time i go to draw i go blank nothing in my head i drew a picture of a woman killing men and eating their hearts. half way throw i stoped looked at it and said i fucked up that face and tour it up.
two days a go i got new strings for my old guitar and i been playing around with it and i cant seem to play anything good anymore the notes are off and i sound like a 5 year old strumming away.
i haven’t even picked up my camera in a week other than to charge the battery and clean my room.
i feel lost, i feel like the art i once loved is gone. worst of all is i start college monday and for the first time in 7 years i’m in an mother fucking art class. i hate art classes you cant teach art and i took it cuz the photo class was on a different campus and i didn’t want to drive and at the time i was in a huge art mood.
last time i was like this cody webber was what pulled me out of this slump with his photos, they are something i strive to be able to do, anything like his are would make me happy but no one sees my art no one seems to like it and my computer wont let me edit pics any more its too slow.
maybe when i get that new mac it will help me.
i just want to have people look at my art like i looked at his.
and see what really is inside art.
i need to just go out and take pics.
